I do not understand or know when this happened.
Somewhere along the line of things I caught something I didn’t realize I had until the side effects started showing soon after you left. I always have had pride in my charm till a girl pointed out that it was pure poison. I never took that into consideration my words will knock you off you feet and my hazel eyes will hold you in a glance so you don’t shatter. They fall in love with me and I don’t have to use my mouth to persuade them. So tell me what it is? Is it curiosity? Is it really my charm? Does it sink into your marrow and make your bones ache? Is that why you can’t let go? Such a short time and so many memories. Maybe that is why I can’t let go; I don’ have memories with many people. I guess I just don’t find them useful they hand around my head on replay reminding me of what I don’t have anymore. So I delete the pictures, throw away the belongings and move on. I am a horrible person because I let others believe what they want and never voice how things really are for fear of hurting everyone.
