I am not whatever you mistake me for.

Jun 19
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  • me: as far as intimidating a lot of people find me to be and I cant understand why.
  • Emily: You are intimidating at first.  And for a while after that.  I don't really know why either. I think it's because there's a very high possibility that you are very different than most people. It scares them, sometimes.
  • me: No I am not different. I am just what they are but hide so no one knows
  • Emily: That could be it, but I don't know.  Most have just never met anyone like you.
  • me: well, I've never met me what am I like?
  • Emily: I've never met you, either.  I know as much as you do about you. Well no, that came out wrong. You are harsh, but if you catch you at the right moment, your heart hits bigger than your words. You're just you.  I explain who I thought you were the first night we ever talked, and I still feel the exact same way. You just come off as one of those people who is laid back on the outside, but on the inside, there's so much going on you almost can't handle yourself.  You understand that life is what it is, not much more and not much less.  Thinking always gets you into trouble with yourself. I know that's probably just about completely off, but that's just the type of person you come off to be. We don't have enough of those here.